left a note on my bedroom window:It said:Ever since then, I've had the nagging feeling someone is watching me.
By way of explanation, I would like to say:
"I haven't been posting lately because of my codependent need to read the latest posts of everyone on my sidebar list before I can expect you to read my latest post. This usually takes about 2 hours and causes anxiety that you didn't create. I feel a strong need to express myself without worrying about the impact I'm having or the expectation that either of us needs to comment.
As I approach the age where the government is going to take on a big chunk of the burden of my health care costs, I'm working on letting go of several of my pathologies (OCD, Co-dependence, anxiety) and just posting freely any nonsense that flows forth. I don't expect anyone to read. I just need to do it...
(a very round-about way of saying, "I feel like someone is watching me and I'm working on not caring)."